2 Boyfriend(s) - 4 times worse than Half Girlfriend

Choco-chip ice-cream tub. Polka dot handkerchief to wipe my almost tears. Mobile phone on switched OFF.

Finally, I got rid of them. Did I? Or did they get rid of me! All very confusing. Hence, the tears and ice cream. I was just forgetting one final touch. MEAN GIRLS, now playing on my laptop. 

The night was set. But my story a complete mess...

When they both were in my life, I thought everything was about me being happy. And wasn't it supposed to be? After all, I was the winning trophy! I was having it easy, getting pleased by both of them. One would bring flowers, the other chocolates. How on earth could they stop that! Selfish attitude outrightly. 

So let's come back to me. 

One day, they quarrelled amongst themselves because of me. The other day the both stopped quarrelling because of me. And finally them left me. Who does that?

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Here is the evil in our story. I couldn't stand her. She was all about me. I suffered cause I loved the other half. I wanted her so bad. I tried to win her back. But everytime I tried, me came in between. I tried to convince her but she wouldn't listen. She loved me. And I loved her. Sadly, we parted ways. 

I think of her day and night. Her delicate smile and soft glow. All that for a while when me  turns it into a row.

I lost her to herself .

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I loved him too. But strangely not enough. I chose me because nobody deserves more.

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While writing this, I figured how awful it must be to choose between someone else than yourself. Sometimes you're your best friend and God forbid, your worst enemy.

Partially inspired by Going Places. CHAPTER IN CBSE BOOK FLAMINGO