Forsaken Esurience

“Selfish love hurts, selfless love heals.” 

All the times I remember,

I lost you in battle surrender.

The love never faded,

It has dried like wounds in gone ages.

Tales I narrated you as the minutes passed by,

I still can't believe; I never said goodbye.

The vaccum surrounding me contained,

Only you believed that I'd not delude

for  selfish gains.

I can still feel your voice inside,

Reaching like a ghost pushed aside.

And when you chose to forgive and forget,

It was my time to regret.

My eyes met your gravestone,

I wish I'd salvaged my esurience and

made you my own.

esurience- an overwhelming desire for more